Toke Makinwa speaks about her failed marriage with Maje Ayida, says she is not completely whole

In her new vlog, Toke Makinwa tells her subscribers that she will eventually speak on her crashed marriage with her husband, Maje Ayida. In the video, Toke says she still feels the pain but that she is trying to rise above it all. What she said below .

"For those who feel I haven't spoken about my marriage, you know what happened last year. It is with good reason. I remember I told you guys that I will eventually talk about it but I feel like I want to talk about it from a rational point and not an emotional stance because it is tough. If you’ve ever been through a separation, heartbreak or whatever, you know how difficult it is. And this was very public and so I went through a lot of stages and I’m still going through it.

I can’t sit here and tell you I’m completely whole or this doesn’t affect me anymore. I still feel somewhat shy, I’m trying to come out of my shell about it because I mean you share your life with me and I feel it’s a great disservice to not even talk about it. So in due time, just know I’m going through the process & every week I come here I smile, we connect that doesn’t mean I don’t have my own issues or bad days. It’s just that I have chosen not to be a victim. I’ve chosen to just rise above it and just keep rising."she said